The Unworthy

Prayers and requests
Hopes and lies
It's all mixed up
Till the blood arrives
People are confused
In their tiny lifes
Nothing really matters
They're a bunch of flies

Just get them out of here
Put them far from sight
They're mindless and unclear
Or maybe just too high

Sometimes it gets so heavy
That you stop to wonder
Is the world's whole weight
Layin' upon my back?
Cause when I speak you're deaf
But when I don't I'm crazy
And it never ceases
I'll take the blame again... and again

Dirty are the ways
Of you and your kind
Unworthy beings
Shall not waste my time
Going all alone
On a selfish path
Your acts just proved
You're a simple rat

Just get them out of here
Put them far from sight
They're mindless and unclear
Or maybe just too high

Sometimes it gets so heavy
That you stop to wonder
'Is the world's whole weight
Layin' upon my back?'
Cause when I speak you're deaf
But when I don't I'm crazy
And it never ceases
I'll take the blame again...

It's too late to stop it
I'm not comming back
You just crossed the line
You just fucked it up
Heading out my way
Leaving you behind
It's the end my dear
It's your final stop, wave goodbye

Weary

Countless nights of sleepless darkness
Pretending on and on again
My switch is slowly turning off,
Hopelessly relentlessly
Ensared by the smoke curtain
And all this fucking uncertainty
Breaks up my will to carry on
Feeling weary, broke and torn apart

You are so close but yet so distant
And everytime... the same punishment
Just save your light for a little while
It's just too bright for these wounded eyes

Your tenderness can no longer calm,
this hellraising crushing inner war
My former structure that you knew
Well...it has simply collpsed
I know that you came in peace,
Thing is... I wanted you for love
Now this blasted night holds nothing
Except the same cold feary darkness

You are so close but yet so distant
And everytime... the same punishment
Just save your light for a little while
It's just too bright for these wounded eyes

Down the ground
The dust arises
I just keep on coming
Back to the start
A timeless loop
I can't avoid
Keeps on spinning
Round and round
Fuck, it's a mess
A nervous collapse
Now paranoic
Is my middle name
It takes my breath
The surrounding air
Just get me out
Of this dead end alley

But keep in mind
That black is black
And it will be
Eternally

I know that I just keep on asking
On what am I supposed to do
With all this filling sickning world of nothingness
That I just can't seem to get through
But if you have a prescription
Kindly take away this bittnerss
That's growing deeper within
And uncontrollably thicker

Burning Desire (unfinished)

I was on my way to another night out
And from out of nowhere you just dropped in there
I felt such pump that I almost shout
You're too much and driving me to despair

I'll climb the trees just to reach the sky
Bring you the stars if it makes you smile
If I had wings I'd take you out to fly
To hold you tight just for a while

You look so sweet
A heavenly gift
I'll want you badly
If you take me gladly

So c'mon honey... don't push me away

I wanna be the men to own your heart
And keep you safe from any harm
I'll make you sweat, I'll make you start
I'll be the prey in which you swarm

You look so sweet
A heavenly gift
I'll want you badly
If you take me gladly
You are my light
So pure and bright
A precious jewel
My perfect fuel

So c'mon honey... you can't push me away

My passionate heart for you will beat
And our souls will together blend
Your tender touch will bring me heat
And I'll give you love to make you ascend

You look so sweet
A heavenly gift
I'll want you badly
If you take me gladly
You are my light
So pure and bright
A precious jewel
My perfect fuel

You are the desire
That turns me on... FIRE